NICOLE197698's Blogs

I survived Mother's Day and now onto the Next Thing
Tuesday, May 18, 2010      4 comments

Woke up yesterday morning to the muscles in my right arm being frozen for no reason whatsoever. It is still really sore this morning, I use a heating blanket at night even though it's warm at night here in Houston. I use it mainly to warm my mus... Read more
And Almost a Year Later....
Saturday, May 08, 2010      5 comments

Wow it's been awhile since I've blogged on here. I got rid of the idiot fiance' a few months ago. It just got to that point where there was no longer ANY kind of communication so I told him Goodbye! With that being said and done, I am still in s... Read more
The Pain I carry with me
Sunday, June 07, 2009      7 comments

I still carry emotional pain with me but I believe the physical pain really overpowers it. The physical pain causes me to become very aggitated and aggrivated and I just not a nice person at all when I am in THAT much pain!!!! I TRY not to let i... Read more
No longer a convenience to him
Tuesday, June 02, 2009      3 comments

Here's what I just wrote to him, I'm DONE y'all! I am just done! Dear ..... I will not be your "convenience" any longer. I do not deserve that, I have never deserved that and that is exactly how you have treated me only i've been so wr... Read more
Y'all are gonna hate me but....
Saturday, May 30, 2009      3 comments

I can't let him go. I love him too much!! I want to keep him and I am trying to get him to talk to me but I don't know when or if I will hear from him again. It may be soon or it may be a month from now who knows with him. I have never in my ... Read more
Tuesday, May 26, 2009      8 comments

I gave him the ultimatum, his job or me, he chose his job, so our relationship is history and I will NEVER love again. I don't WANT anyone else but him. We had bonded, we had a very strong bond and we had SUCH CHEMISTRY it was unbelievable! He ... Read more
I am so sad yet so frustrated
Saturday, May 23, 2009      7 comments

As you all know I am engaged and we are taking things really slow, I mean we haven't even discussed a wedding date yet. We have not moved in together yet and because of his work schedule, we don't see each other very often. He's a freaking WORK ... Read more
It hurts so bad but God willing I'll get through it
Wednesday, May 20, 2009      6 comments

My poor spinal cord has no fluid or lubrication therefore my vertebrae are drying out and deteriorating(degenerating) hence the degenerative disk disease that I have. My spine is narrowing b/c there is no fluid or lubrication and walking is pure... Read more
My fiance' headed off to Algeria this morning...
Saturday, May 09, 2009      3 comments

I'm worried about him b/c they bomb, kidnap, ambush and assassinate Americans that come into the country. And he went there for a business trip and will be gone for a week. I had to leave him in the hands of God this morning, I had no other choi... Read more
The New "SOX" in my life
Sunday, April 05, 2009      0 comments

Ok so I ended up bringing yet another kitten into my home yesterday and omgoodness is he so adorable!!!! Only problem is, he kept me up all night because he was crying. Finally at 5:30am I got up for the day and put him down and lo and behold, ... Read more