Are you kidding me ????
Monday, January 03, 2011      4 comments

emoticon I am trying to be positive...really I am... I had it all planned out.. I was going to go back into cla... Read more
The first Christmas is the hardest
Sunday, December 26, 2010      5 comments

Maybe it's the whole first year, Trying not to cry. You cause me so much pain in life, yet I loved you unconditionally.isn't that what God tells us to do isn't that one of the ten commandments? Yet I honored you through life, feared you sometime... Read more
still lost
Saturday, December 18, 2010      2 comments

today has been a real hard day for me. I have been in tears, so nervous that all this schooling I am doing is for nothing. I went back to school in June, I had to I wasn't finding a job. So I opted to go back to school. It sounded like a great i... Read more
time standing still
Saturday, September 18, 2010      3 comments

Here it is September, I am still unemployed, but I am doing good in school. I am proud of myself. I am getting A's and so far one B. Considering that in February I stopped taking my meds, I am doing ok. I have my moments just before my... Read more
why am I different
Monday, May 24, 2010      5 comments

I so very much want to let these feelings out. My emotions are so high. the hurt, anger, frustration. I rarely have time to myself. I don't want to appear selfish, but I need time to myself. time to let these tears just flow. let my anger be ... Read more
May 20th,2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010      1 comments

I have decided that I am going to go OFF my meds. I am having trouble though I get more upset about the little stuff. everything annoys me to the point of wanting to just punch people. But it is something I have wanted to do for a very lon... Read more
I just need some time
Thursday, March 11, 2010      7 comments

To anyone who reads my blogs, I am sorry to say it may be a while before I can get back into the swing of things, I will try to get here again in the next day or two. I lost my mother to cancer this past Valentines Day. I have been tr... Read more
Monday, March 01, 2010      0 comments

AMBER ALERT: STOP PLAYING FOR A MINUTE - COPY AND REPOST! 3 yr old boy taken by man in Rochester MN driving 2006 Mitsubishi Eclipse. Plate # 98B351. Repost NOW! You know you would keep it going if it was someone you knew. Seriously!!! I hope to ... Read more
Getting on track
Sunday, February 07, 2010      2 comments

Well I have been doing really bad about getting on here and tracking my goals nd weighing in or even eating right. But I had the final teeth pulled in mid Jan. and am healing, so I town be to much longer before I will forget all this and be eati... Read more
I got the results of my CT scan
Friday, January 01, 2010      10 comments

I wanted to wait until today to write this.... I found out two days ago that the "something suspicious" in my right lung was apparently nothing to worry about. BUT... and isn't there always a "but"??? They found gallstones. so let me see ...... Read more
First step to a long journey
Wednesday, December 16, 2009      6 comments

Yesterday I went to the Dr. for my 6 week check up after he had tests ordered, blood work and chest x-rays. I now have to go for a CT scan on Monday, as they found something unusual in my right lung. Duh...we all know what that is. the th... Read more
too long since last blog
Friday, November 27, 2009      1 comments

Well I have been busy like most, I keep forgetng to log my miles, exercise, etc... but I have been doing them. I come home from work so beat all I want to do is rest. had a busy day like most yesterday. and here it is 3:30 a.m. and I am getting ... Read more
the apppointment
Thursday, October 15, 2009      2 comments

The counseling appointment very well. SO FAR, I like the guy. we seem to click and that iss a very good thing. my last one I didn't feel comfortable around so I stopped going. He tells me I may not be bi polar, that aside from being manic, I ... Read more
today is the first day
Tuesday, October 13, 2009      3 comments

I have a counseling appointment today. I thought is was yesterday, silly me. I am glad, I have A LOT to get off my chest. course I wont have anything left there since there wasn't much to begin with. So yesterday I spent teh day trying to sort ... Read more
another interview
Tuesday, September 29, 2009      4 comments

I have another interview, this time at one of the place I wanted to work at in the first place. The problem??? I am only a third of the way done with my dental work. They are probably wanting to hire me as a server,(which is what I want), but... Read more

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