Wednesday, March 17, 2010      5 comments

I celebrated early on Monday night when my friend came up to stay. I drove six hours, three hours each way for him to visit his son. Long day and the visit was longer then anyone could have planned. I am exhausted but feel a sense of satisfactio... Read more
Frightened but OKAY
Wednesday, March 10, 2010      27 comments

Last night was one of the worst nights I 've had since being a child. I hate being scarred and boy was I. All the dogs and I were taken by surprise. I was in my bedroom watching t.v. and out of the blew I had frozen meat being thrown at me. I... Read more
Tuesday, March 09, 2010      6 comments

Well the you know what hit the fan last night and I told him no more screaming and violent outburst would be allowed I was going to call 911 if he didn't leave me alone. He started pounding on the stove and slamming and throwing things. He fina... Read more
I have a plan of hope
Monday, March 08, 2010      5 comments

I want to get out and have sought help in many locations and from many people. I am unable to work and bring in very little money from my SSDI and couldn't afford my medical let alone rent, food and other basic needs. If I had a place to go or t... Read more
Sunday, March 07, 2010      5 comments

Bad day house cleaning and doing bedding. Nothing good to report. Tomorrow is yearly physical and errands. Major hassles with spouse . Been a high stress day. Did take a short nap to take care of me. I get so tired of being threatened with rui... Read more
Thrift Or Rip Off ?
Friday, March 05, 2010      10 comments

Okay I have never been a person who is comfortable with garage sales, and goodwill stores except to donate. My present budget has sent me to Goodwill. What a rip off scam they have going. They get these clothes for nothing but everything was ... Read more
Check it out I added photos.
Thursday, March 04, 2010      6 comments

I figured it out! With the new computer program and some hand written instructions I finally posted some new photos .For me this is major!!! I took my anti fatigue medications and stayed awake on my trip to Merced today. Medication really help... Read more
Still here
Wednesday, March 03, 2010      2 comments

I have been hanging in there, thanks for all the support and friendship. Computer has a new networking program and seems to be working. I now have to learn where to access everything again. Great I am not computer smart. My son did not dive ... Read more
Can't take any more
Monday, March 01, 2010      7 comments

Called around for prices, need two new front tires, not just one. Have multiple trips this week for medical reason, Have waited at least 6 weeks for one of my appointments. Bill payday and I've come to the realization I can't deal with or handle... Read more
Long day
Sunday, February 28, 2010      4 comments

Very late Son chickened out on his dive .Got boat sick on the way out and refused to dive. Afraid he'd throw up.The ocean and him are going to have to take slow stepped and get used to each other. Saw Anthony.Thank God I wan't on the freeway, ... Read more
Anxiously waiting
Saturday, February 27, 2010      3 comments

Trying to get ready for my visit tomorrow with Anthony. Will see my daughter in law too. Today I am anxious because my oldest is doing his first ocean dive. I am worried because his instructor is his mother in law and his wife will be shadowing ... Read more
Family news
Thursday, February 25, 2010      0 comments

Got my blood work done today for my yearly physical. We'll see how the numbers come out. Last night got news my oldest way laid off. Good news is that he goes into the ocean this Saturday for the first of his scuba training certificates. His m... Read more
Back to my regular routine
Wednesday, February 24, 2010      4 comments

Made the return trip. Storm was horrible. My power chair is carried on an external lift and even tarped and secured it got damaged. The storm was horrible and I normally wouldn't have driven in conditions like we had. Will have rain for the res... Read more
Tuesday, February 23, 2010      0 comments

The weather is very cold and raining heavy.Have to play taxi service for the kids today. Very busy schedule very sad about leaving Anthony and I are having a hard time dealing with it.We know it is coming and dread the fact that I need to go.Wil... Read more
I'm here
Sunday, February 21, 2010      3 comments

Well it was close. I almost was uninvited to come look after the family. Grandma and I had a different opinion on a few things. In the end I kept my word and I am here to look after the kids and be with Anthony.I love Anthony dearly but if she i... Read more

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