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Trying...
Monday, January 20, 2020      4 comments

Desperately trying to get back to feeling like ME. The PTSD has really been kicking my butt again. Went to dr. 2 weeks ago and got meds adjusted, hoping they would work quicker, but it's taking a while. I did finally feel like getting a few... Read more
Here's hoping...
Thursday, January 09, 2020      3 comments

Dr. ordered dose adjustments for my PTSD meds, I'm hoping it works quickly. While Hubs was home, I woke him 3 times because I was having screaming nightmares. Sigh. Son and I are going to spend some time together today. Planning to grocery ... Read more
So, I binged...
Wednesday, January 08, 2020      3 comments

On Netflix. I portioned out my comfort foods and just nibbled instead of shoving it in. Planning my grocery shopping with a few "extras". I've been wanting pizza, so I'm going to get a bag of frozen, chopped peppers and onions, and a froze... Read more
Just blah.
Tuesday, January 07, 2020      4 comments

That's pretty much this morning's mood. The PTSD is raging again. Therapy this morning for it, hoping it will help. Another court hearing in 3 weeks for assailant. He's still in custody, so at least I'm safe. Hubs has been home for ... Read more
Colds are no fun
Saturday, January 04, 2020      3 comments

I've got one. Ugh. Fever, chills. Sore throat, coughing from the bottom of my feet, the whole deal. I had such Hope's to get to the pool more and exercise. Can't really do that when it takes all I've got to even breathe! Of course, the... Read more
Already looking better!
Thursday, January 02, 2020      4 comments

So, I've managed to spark every day, went to the pool yesterday with hubs and had a nice half hour workout, noticed that the skin on my calves is loose! And have been more responsible and sensible with my food choices! Having my skin be loo... Read more
Thank goodness it's nearly over!
Wednesday, January 01, 2020      5 comments

I'm not only ready for the year to end, I'm ready to be DONE with the whole dang DECADE! 2010 ushered in the decade with losing my dad. 2011 was good, Wayne and I finally got married. 2012 got me my new knees, and the beginning of the escal... Read more
God always answers prayers
Thursday, June 27, 2019      3 comments

Even though the answer is sometimes "no". It's a hard lesson, but one I learned years ago. I've been patiently waiting for Him to give me answers with a few things going on. I'm not good at waiting, but I'm getting better. One of the sit... Read more
AWOL, but for good reasons :-)
Monday, June 24, 2019      2 comments

Hubs was home for 22 days! He's been back at work for 11 days, thank goodness! It was wonderful having him home, I made HUGE progress with my ptsd recovery while he was here, but bills have to be paid. ... Read more
Yay for wipers that work!
Thursday, May 02, 2019      1 comments

When Hubs was home, he "fixed" the passenger wiper on the little car. It totally stopped working in the thunderstorm the other day. Sigh. Scheduled it in the shop today, expecting it to be stripped and need a new motor (after all, when I sugges... Read more
Rough day
Monday, April 29, 2019      1 comments

Most of my days since the attack have been rough, but today really kicked my butt. Had another follow up with my PCP for the ptsd. She's trying to find a way to get me into therapy sooner. She also got the counselor's advice for the nightma... Read more
On the bright side...
Sunday, April 28, 2019      4 comments

Even though I've been MIA on spark again, I'm at the lowest weight I've been in about 7 years. This morning scale read 311.8 and I wish I was happier about it. I just loathe that my loss is due to the recent incident and resulting PTSD. Si... Read more
Seriously?!
Thursday, April 18, 2019      6 comments

So, by now we all know that I was attacked in my car, physically assaulted, and am now dealing with post traumatic stress. I've been referred for counseling, they called yesterday while I was out. I called back first thing this morning. Fi... Read more
Dealing as best I can
Wednesday, April 17, 2019      4 comments

I took the broken keychain with my blood on it from the attack over to the sherriff's office for evidence this morning. Was stressed when I got home, didn't check my answering machine til later tonight. The counselor's office I was referred... Read more
I want my life back
Tuesday, April 16, 2019      6 comments

I've been AWOL a few days again. I'm still not sleeping well and I am approaching total exhaustion. I've already had 2 adjustments to the ptsd meds. I'm able to mostly function, but I need sleep. A friend has been coming and helping tear t... Read more

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