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I want my life back
Tuesday, April 16, 2019      6 comments

I've been AWOL a few days again. I'm still not sleeping well and I am approaching total exhaustion. I've already had 2 adjustments to the ptsd meds. I'm able to mostly function, but I need sleep. A friend has been coming and helping tear t... Read more
Day 3 back...
Friday, April 12, 2019      3 comments

So, the day was rough. Still not sleeping, so dr. ordered another med for nighttime. Had to look in side door pocket of van for little ice scraper this morning for the mirror. Found the keychain that was broken saturday night. It still has... Read more
Day 2 back...
Thursday, April 11, 2019      2 comments

So, if you read my AWOL blog, you know what's been going on. Today, my shop neighbor in the mall texted me to let me know it was going to be very loud most of the day. A pipe broke in the basement of the mall building and the plumbers were ... Read more
Wednesday, April 10, 2019      6 comments

I haven't blogged for a few days because I have tried to not only blog about bad days and frustration and was really trying to be more positive about things. Then things went to he## in a hurry. Thursday, Hubs' rig got hit in a parking lot.... Read more
Progress and retail therapy
Wednesday, April 03, 2019      2 comments

I intended to post this blog yesterday, then it ended up being one of "those" days where it was all I could do to just remember to breathe. Anxiety sucks. Anyway... I went shopping the day before yesterday. I needed (sorry about tmi) new un... Read more
Shrinking spares
Monday, April 01, 2019      4 comments

I discovered this morning that where I USED to have 2 rather large (Ok, big enough for Hubs' RIG) spare tires around my middle. I now have 1 car tire and 1 bicycle tire! I still have a LONG way to go, but you know what? This was still an AM... Read more
Baby steps-
Friday, March 29, 2019      2 comments

I was having one of "those" days at work today. Since I'm the owner, I decided it was more important to take care of me today than sit and wait for customers that weren't coming in. I came home and did some cleaning in the house, I had let ... Read more
And yet another "new beginning"
Thursday, March 28, 2019      2 comments

I haven't really been off the rails, my weight is still below 320, but I've been away from spark for too long again. I've been struggling with the anxiety disorder and losing more battles than I've won with it, but the war is not over. I ha... Read more
Injuries s*ck.
Monday, March 04, 2019      3 comments

My leg is finally starting to feel better, not a lot, but some. So I got on the scale this morning. It says I've gained 14lbs in less than 2 weeks?! I haven't been as mindful of my choices as I could have been, but I haven't been off the r... Read more
Friday, March 01, 2019      5 comments

I'm frustrated and really trying hard to not have a massive food binge and crying session. Things have been worse, I'm just exhausted from pain, stress, cold, frustration, and people letting me down. Thank God Hubs is at least behaving hims... Read more
Setbacks stink
Tuesday, February 26, 2019      5 comments

My snow removal guys never bothered to do my sidewalks and I ended up falling sunday in about 4" of slushy snow that shifted under my feet. It took me a while to get up and I knew I would never make it back to the house (I was halfway between my... Read more
Awesome Hubs comes through again
Friday, February 22, 2019      2 comments

Hubs found a temporary solution to our "situation" and I didn't have to do anything! He took care of it on his own. Now, I have a little room to breathe. Not a lot, but some. I am really glad and thankful that he stepped up and took care of... Read more
Pray. Trust. Breathe. Repeat.
Tuesday, February 19, 2019      3 comments

Yep, still doing it. Thankful it works with my anxiety (well, the meds help, too). And really looking forward to the "situation" not repeating as constantly as it currently seems to be doing. I still know we will get through it. I know we'v... Read more
Skipping blogs...
Monday, February 18, 2019      2 comments

I haven't had the energy to blog for a few days, not with everything else I've been dealing with. I HAVE been mindful of my food choices and getting on my recumbent almost daily. I'm putting in as much time each day now as I did in the first we... Read more
Friday, February 15, 2019      3 comments

Lots went on yesterday and today. Son passed his permit test. Hubs got freight loaded. I got his lufe insurance caught up and reinstated. AND... The scale this morning was 315.3!!! Pray, trust, breathe, repeat. Be thankful. Work hard.... Read more

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