SHELLYGON321's Blogs

So tired of being so depressed
Monday, October 11, 2010      5 comments

Ya know....I started this blog and wrote almost 2 paragraphs on how much my life sucks right now. But then I deleted it because it's just a lot of whining. I'm very depressed. I'm fat. I'm broke. I have no energy. And I'm depressed. I don't even... Read more
Chugging along
Sunday, October 10, 2010      2 comments

Or not, whatever. I'm working on it. ;) I am officially done with pole for right now. This weekend was the showcase that I danced in now it's over. :) I got a lot of fitness minutes in because I was working on my pole routine. Now it's over, and... Read more
Sunday, October 03, 2010      3 comments

I'm doing OK. I'm trying to remember to track. My estimates are way off, and I don't really see the point, but whatever. I've worked out the last two days. I am incredible extremely depressed.... Read more
day two....grrr
Thursday, September 30, 2010      2 comments

I haven;t tracked my food ro worked out today. I'm not going to work out, I will try to track my Read more
I tracked my food....for one day.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010      3 comments

I haven't worked out yet, but I tracked my food. It's a step. Edit: I worked out. Day one- complete.... Read more
I am so exhausted
Tuesday, September 28, 2010      1 comments

I finished paying for my vacation, and realized I don't have enough money to pay my bills this month. I worked some things out, and it will be OK. It's covered. I am a foster care case manager and my monday morning started with a placement prov... Read more
I'm I back now? Because sometimes I'm confused.
Sunday, September 26, 2010      2 comments

First...where the hell have I been? I've been working. A lot. I've been depressed. I don't think I KNEW i was depressed, but I clearly was/am. I have not been taking care of me, and it increases my depression. I KNOW that I am capable of making ... Read more
Where the hell have I been??
Friday, September 17, 2010      3 comments

Well, my nose has been snuffy. No working out for me. I haven't been tracking my food cuz I'm lazy and didn't feel like it. I know I haven't been eating like I should. It hasn't been tooo bad, but it hasn't been good. I'll try again........... Read more
Monday, September 06, 2010      3 comments

So my first week of September went great. Til the weekend showed up. I lost 1.5 pounds between Monday and Friday. I have NO IDEA what I;ve been eating over the weekend, and I'm kinda happy my weigh in isn't until Wednesday, because maybe I can u... Read more
weigh in tomorrow
Tuesday, August 31, 2010      2 comments

weigh in tomorrow, weigh in tomorrow, weigh in tomorrow, weigh in tomorrow. weigh in tomorrow. I'm going to forget to weigh in tomorrow. No I wont. weigh in tomorrow, weigh in tomorrow, weigh in tomorrow...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Read more
not hungry...but not full
Tuesday, August 31, 2010      8 comments

So....I'm used to being full. By full I don't mean, a lack of hunger, I mean....FULL. Like.."want another bite?" "omg no, I'll throw up..I'm FULL." So right now...i am...not full. I am not hungry by any means. I had breakfast at about 9 or 10. I... Read more
awesome day so far
Monday, August 30, 2010      4 comments

So I tracked my food for the first time in quite some time! I stayed within ranges on everything except fiber. Didn't get enough fiber. Oh well. Even tho one of my teams hasn't "officially" started the challenges, I've begun doing them anyway so... Read more
It's not even september
Sunday, August 29, 2010      5 comments

And the month is already scaring me. So I am a member of a few teams. There are three that require my participation. First team- healthy family makeover. Doesn't sound too hard, maybe it can help me get dad on bored this healthy thing. Second te... Read more
Go team Lavender!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, August 27, 2010      2 comments

So one of my teams became public and put people on "mini teams" to compete with each other for spark goodies. So, a SP friend of mine is on team Aquamarine- which makes the competition that much more fun. all my wonderful SP main team ma... Read more
Thursday, August 26, 2010      3 comments are things??? They're OK. Not working out this week, kinda bummed about that. I tried to drop out of pole class today, but my teacher wouldn't let me, and had an OK argument to support me continuing. I am drinking my water every day and ... Read more

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