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Sunday, November 13, 2016      8 comments

Yesterday morning our youngest came in for the weekend. We sorted 15+ big black garbage bags of Johns clothes. In October we had gone through some bags. I didn't know men had that many clothes! He had scads of clothes with tags on the... Read more
Wednesday, November 09, 2016      12 comments

I felt like it was time to blog again. After Johns funeral I became sick. UTI . As usual I got a reaction from the shot. I became disornated. Then, itching. When I got the notification that John had passed, I felt unusually cal... Read more
Monday, October 24, 2016      15 comments

"The emptiness that only losing a child can bring. "... Read more
Monday, October 24, 2016      12 comments

It has been a very long month! Somehow we all survived getting ready for the visitation and Funeral. There were many friends of Johns we didn't realize he knew, and many didn't realize he is our son. He had a beautiful (if you coul... Read more
Wednesday, October 05, 2016      13 comments

This blog isn't coming through. JOHN MARTIN PAXSON went home to be with the Lord at 3 : 45 a.m. this morning. Thanks for all your prayers and concerns.... Read more
Wednesday, October 05, 2016      20 comments

John passed away peacefully at 3::45 a.m. this morning, oct.05,2016... Read more
Saturday, October 01, 2016      18 comments

The papers have been signed for the HOSPICE "COMFORT CARE" TO BEGIN. WHILE he's on a regular diet he is only able to eat a little. Sometimes it is only pudding and milk. He's always been a big eater, now it's so disturbing to see him thi... Read more
Sunday, September 25, 2016      25 comments

John is declining fast. It's just a matter of waiting for God to call him home. He is in the nursing faculty with HOSPICE. It's hard to lose a child, no matter their age. The family needs all the Love and Prayers you can give... Read more
Wednesday, September 07, 2016      19 comments

"Dear Lord, help us go on!" John started to give us an uneasy feeling over the weekend. He ate good on Sunday. Monday he wouldnt eat. He became hoarse, had trouble swallowing. Would drink fluids, though. Till Monday, I tried to... Read more
Sunday, September 04, 2016      9 comments

One day while I was out, one of you sweet ladies called! I understood it was Linda. However, for the life of me, I drew a blank. Help me out. There are times when I think my allergies are bothering my eyes when they tear up. The... Read more
Friday, September 02, 2016      13 comments

John isn't doing so well ! Please forgive me if I repeat myself. At this point sometimes I do believe I am losing it! I believe I told you all about John test not being well. In case I am wrong, his tests showed his liver cance... Read more
Thursday, August 25, 2016      21 comments

John had another set of tests this past Monday. During the night he vomited. When we took him over for his Chemo, they had already canceled it until next Tuesday. The Chemo isn't working. They are going to try another set of drugs. Thes... Read more
Sunday, August 21, 2016      14 comments

What is the one thing that makes you feel good about yourself? Mine is my hair ! If my hair looks good, then I can basically deal with anything else. VANITY? I suppose so, but what the heck, if that is what it takes, so be it. ... Read more
I don't believe it, the sun is shining, here in central Ohio !
Wednesday, August 17, 2016      5 comments

My hair completely dried out. The little natural curl I have, showed up! I 'picked' it out this morning. The cut was good enough , and styling that it isn't the way like I wanted it, but, it'll do until I go in Friday. I prefer to g... Read more
Wednesday, August 17, 2016      6 comments

We needed the rain so bad---but, REALLY, enough, enough ! Next Monday John has the 3mo. CAT/IMAGING. Then his blood work for Chemo. That's on Tuesday. This round of Chemo is starting to wear him out. Outside of sitting on the porch,... Read more

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