Sunday, April 02, 2006      0 comments

This has been the roughest weekend of my life. My relationship almost ended and I feel like I've lost my mind. I'm at my wits end and I don't know what to do.... Read more

Saturday, April 01, 2006      0 comments

I'm tired and N has gone to a friends house. And I'm out of cigarrettes. Today has been a really rough day and I knew that I was eating because I was upset and I did it anyway. I'm not very happy with myself and I had very little energy for my e... Read more

Thursday, March 30, 2006      0 comments

I am feeling even more confident about this whole weightloss thing the more I use sparkpeople. I am so glad I found this site.... Read more
A Great Realization
Wednesday, March 29, 2006      0 comments

I'm a little tired today but I feel really good! For once I feel committed to "finishing", as much as you can finish weight loss anyway, this program. i don't know if it's the program itself or if it's my life situation right now or a mixture of... Read more

Monday, March 27, 2006      0 comments

I am in a mood today. I could say I don't know why but I think I do. I think it boils down to my fiancee and the struggle I'm having with him. It's making me really rethink my life and the choices I've made up to this point and the choices I wil... Read more

Sunday, March 26, 2006      0 comments

I'm planning a wedding but I wonder if we'll even make it that long. Part of me wonders do I want us to make it that long? It's weird because one of my movtivators for losing weight is to look good in my wedding dress. I'm scared, to stay and to... Read more

Sunday, March 26, 2006      0 comments

Today was not a very good day. I am surprised I didn't eat more because I was highly upset for a large part of the day. I wanted to eat more, but I forced myself to eat less to be sure I wouldn't overeat because i was upset.I have such issues.... Read more
First Day
Saturday, March 25, 2006      0 comments

So my first day and I only went over by 400 or so calories. I guess that's not too bad. My mantra now "I will lose this weight!"... Read more

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