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10/27/14 9:12 P

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HI !
I am trying to lose weight once again. 7 years ago I weighed over 400lbs. Then just 5 short years ago I had gotten down to 225lbs. I got married to my wonderful husband. Tired to have a baby, only to find out I cant because of a doctor mess up. in the past 5 years I have had 4 miscarriages. My body is in no way on a balance of any kind. i have now gotten back over the 300lbs mark. I am so mad at my self. I tried to get my husband to lose weigh with me as well but he does not want to. It is so hard to be the only one in the house that wants to live. My husband is turning 39 this year and keeps telling me he does not plan to live past the age of 45. How am I supposed to keep my spirits up and my diet on track when I am so worried he will not be there in the morning. I do not have insurance because we can not afford it. But he has state insurance but has not seen a doctor since getting his last fiscal in 1999. I just need someone to care if i live to make me try harder.

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