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5/12/20 9:59 A

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What am I feeling this morning...mmmm.
It's a mixture of things.
I KNOW I'm more than capable of seeing that the day to day things get done now. I use them to keep myself better focused and to fight the anxiety of what the future holds. I know we'll be alright but it's the transition of getting to where we need to be.

TODAY Is MY tomorrow. It's up to ME to shape it, To TAKE CONTROL and seize EVERY opportunity. The POWER is in the choices I make EVERY day. I eat well, I live well I SHAPE ME!

THE EMPOWERED LIFE. EXPECT IT . BELIEVE IT. RECEIVE IT.
The human will is the most incredible thing. It's what keeps us going when everyone else expects us to quit.

THIS MEANS WAR AGAINST FAT:
I'm too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated.


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4/28/20 5:03 P

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OH my dear, you have done what needed to be done! AND I bet Walt would rather have you happy than so continually, needlessly stressed. And who knows what the future holds, too. You are not one to rest on your laurels, so I bet eventually, something will come along.

HUGS

Love is the root of all things good in life.


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4/28/20 4:48 P

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It's the mornings I first struggle with. My emotions seem to be all over the place. Today I broke down in tears because I feel so bad. It was not meant to happen this way. I messed everything up. It was supposed to be Walter retiring and I continue to work. So, now it's feeling guilty and ashamed.

I never thought I'd see this day. I know it's going to be a process. Almost like going through the stages of grief is what I'm being told. So, one day at a time. I'm feeling better about it this afternoon now. But my heart still aches for Walter.

The reason for today's blog Shifting the Focus

Edited by: NOMORESTALLING at: 4/28/2020 (16:53)
TODAY Is MY tomorrow. It's up to ME to shape it, To TAKE CONTROL and seize EVERY opportunity. The POWER is in the choices I make EVERY day. I eat well, I live well I SHAPE ME!

THE EMPOWERED LIFE. EXPECT IT . BELIEVE IT. RECEIVE IT.
The human will is the most incredible thing. It's what keeps us going when everyone else expects us to quit.

THIS MEANS WAR AGAINST FAT:
I'm too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated.


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4/28/20 4:40 P

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emoticon Julie Thoughts and prayers are with you.

TODAY Is MY tomorrow. It's up to ME to shape it, To TAKE CONTROL and seize EVERY opportunity. The POWER is in the choices I make EVERY day. I eat well, I live well I SHAPE ME!

THE EMPOWERED LIFE. EXPECT IT . BELIEVE IT. RECEIVE IT.
The human will is the most incredible thing. It's what keeps us going when everyone else expects us to quit.

THIS MEANS WAR AGAINST FAT:
I'm too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated.


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4/28/20 4:23 P

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Julie: So very, very sorry. **SIGH** Will keep you all in my prayers.

Love is the root of all things good in life.


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4/28/20 4:16 P

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Overwhelmed. My son-in-law is a corrections officer and they have COVID-19 in the prison (not in his area and he's had no contact). My daughter and the kids are staying with us until he feels that its safe for him to be around the again.

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4/27/20 12:39 P

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Feeling good. OH, there's plenty of concern about what's going on, but I am doing what I absolutely can for myself to stay safe and healthy. Empowering.

I LIKE that line from What About Bob.

Love is the root of all things good in life.


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4/27/20 12:34 P

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It's taking a while to lower my anxiety levels today. I've been puttering about this morning getting the normal done. It's slowly subsiding.

I'll say like Bill Murray in What About Bob?
"I feel great. I feel wonderful. I feel great. I feel wonderful"


TODAY Is MY tomorrow. It's up to ME to shape it, To TAKE CONTROL and seize EVERY opportunity. The POWER is in the choices I make EVERY day. I eat well, I live well I SHAPE ME!

THE EMPOWERED LIFE. EXPECT IT . BELIEVE IT. RECEIVE IT.
The human will is the most incredible thing. It's what keeps us going when everyone else expects us to quit.

THIS MEANS WAR AGAINST FAT:
I'm too positive to be doubtful, too optimistic to be fearful, and too determined to be defeated.


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