HOBBESIS49
Posts: 2,13411/30/19 7:18 P
This came to me this morning:
Be Ground, be crumbled, so wildflowers will come up where you are. You've been stony for too many years. Try something different. Surrender ~Rumi
I had a difficult time with this week's tasks & morning pages (& my ability to stay inspired/positive). I would wake up feeling disappointed instead of looking forward to writing morning pages but did it anyway.
I guess perhaps it could be because monitory abundance is about money (and I'm a substitute teacher with an intermittent income) that it left me feeling suddenly negative. My student loans for myself and my son swinging over my head. I feel like a slave to my student loan debt. I wish I had the luxury of having money.
There is although abundance in my life. I have a house, food on my table, a nice car, two guitars, a plethora of Art Supplies! My job has flexibility which provides me the opportunity to have time to pursue my artistic dreams. I had been a full-time educator (as a special education teacher I was scheduled *glued to meetings, lesson plans & jumping through hoops all hours of the morning into the night).
Such synchronicity has happened since I began The Artists Way. My journey is open to new possibilities. For one day I even taught Middle School Art. I must allow my thinking to change and to visualize having abundance. I am an Artist & am learning many things about myself while wading through this process.
Edited by: HOBBESIS49 at: 12/12/2019 (01:25)
Be Ground, be crumbled, so wildflowers will come up where you are. You've been stony for too many years. Try something different. Surrender ~Rumi
I had a difficult time with this week's tasks & morning pages (& my ability to stay inspired/positive). I would wake up feeling disappointed instead of looking forward to writing morning pages but did it anyway.
I guess perhaps it could be because monitory abundance is about money (and I'm a substitute teacher with an intermittent income) that it left me feeling suddenly negative. My student loans for myself and my son swinging over my head. I feel like a slave to my student loan debt. I wish I had the luxury of having money.
There is although abundance in my life. I have a house, food on my table, a nice car, two guitars, a plethora of Art Supplies! My job has flexibility which provides me the opportunity to have time to pursue my artistic dreams. I had been a full-time educator (as a special education teacher I was scheduled *glued to meetings, lesson plans & jumping through hoops all hours of the morning into the night).
Such synchronicity has happened since I began The Artists Way. My journey is open to new possibilities. For one day I even taught Middle School Art. I must allow my thinking to change and to visualize having abundance. I am an Artist & am learning many things about myself while wading through this process.
Edited by: HOBBESIS49 at: 12/12/2019 (01:25)
You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go...
~Dr.Seuss -'Oh,The Places You'll Go!'
~Dr.Seuss -'Oh,The Places You'll Go!'
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