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My name is Allison. I am 25 years old. My weight has been a struggle my whole life. Due to low self esteem, I have always thought I was fat, even though pictures can prove otherwise. I have yo-yo dieted (or starved) myself to low weights, always to gain weight again. However, this time I am not dieting. I am simply eating healthy and partaking in healthy activities. I am hoping that by treating my body right, that mentally I will feel healthy too.

My highest weight was 280 pounds.


I am done feeling weak.
I am done being the smart, funny, fat friend.
I am done shopping in stores I don't like simply because they fit my fat ass.
I am done with shameful middle-of-the-night binging.
I am done with hating my body.
I am done letting other people depict my moods.
I am done sitting on the sidelines watching other people live life, simply because I was too fat to be having fun.
I am done with justifying all the bad things as happening "because I'm fat".
I am done with being badgered by girls who work in clothing stores because of their skinny superiority.
I am done assuming that all the hot guys are looking at my friends.

My vision statement (8/1/12):

In one year I'd like to see myself working towards finishing my bachelor's. I will have sorted out what I would like for a major and a career. I will have a job that helps me advance in the profession I choose. I will be about 30 or so pounds away from my goal weight. I will have competed in several 5k races and my time will have vastly improved. I will also have completed Insanity and P90x.
In five years I will have finished my bachelor's and will have a "real job". I will be fit and maintaining a healthy lifestyle. I will have competed in more challenging races such as mud races and 10ks. I will hopefully have moved from here and also be in a long-term relationship. I want to have a career and life which encourages health.

I want my daily life to reflect health in all its forms. I want to cut ties with people and things that bring negativity to my life, and only invite positivity. I want to start being "selfish" and live for me, and what I need, instead of hurting myself for others. I have to treat myself well before I can care for others, yet I also have to establish some boundaries as to how invested I will get. I want to feel empowered and help others feel empowered as well.

Member Since: 11/1/2009

Fitness Minutes: 18,509

My Goals:
Want to lose over 100 lbs and weigh 125 lbs.

Improve health and fitness.

Become a runner and train for and run in a 5k.

My Program:
Eating within my nutritional goals and exercising at least 20 minutes a day.

Personal Information:
My name is Allison. I'm a 23-year-old college student.

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    You are beautiful, regardless of your weight. I don't just mean that on the inside. I mean on the outside, as well. I believe that sometimes I get things backwards. IF I work on my self esteem, my weight will drop because I no longer need the far.
    1697 days ago
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    For anybody interested in participating in a BLC, please go to my page and click the BL Spring Challenge ALL Teams team. You can join the all-teams page and put your name on the list for the Summer challenge! If you'd like to join my team, the Dazzling Diamonds, let me know and I'll get you signed up for our team!
    There are 10 teams, 24 team members each, and it's a 10 week challenge!
    Come join in the fun, meet some great people and work toward your goals!!!
    1862 days ago
  • v ARAZA30
    Your story is inspiring. You're stronger than you thought!
    2232 days ago
    Your story is very inspiring! Thank you for sharing! emoticon
    2253 days ago
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    My New Year Wishes for You

    Happiness deep down within.
    Serenity with each sunrise.
    Success in each facet of your life.
    Family beside you.
    Close and caring friends.
    Health, inside you.
    Love that never ends.
    Special memories of all the yesterdays.
    A bright today with much to be thankful for.
    A path that leads to beautiful tomorrows.
    Dreams that do their best to come true.
    Appreciation of all the wonderful things about you.

    Have a safe and Happy New Year! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2363 days ago
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