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Camp Richardson/Pope Beach So. Lake Tahoe, July 09

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"There exists in every woman a hidden erotic creature, a center of sexual power and self-knowledge... she may hide in a body whose owner lives in mortal fear of full-length mirrors and bikinis. But trust me; she's there." Sheila Kelley - The S Factor (

I want my confidence back. I want to feel good about myself in all areas. I want to be clear headed.

I have been away from SP for 9 months. I needed a break. I was not focused so I had to go away for a while.

In August I joined a gym and was working out religiously for a few months. I felt great and was down to 193 without much dieting. Then I changed shifts and my work schedule is now all over the board so I have not settled into a good routine. This morning, I got on the scale after eating when I got home at 11:30 PM last night (then going straight to bed) and I saw 202. I'm done.

I recently had a heartbreak that is now making me second guess my intuition. My confidence is down and the only way for me to pull out of this is to focus on myself on all levels...physical, emotional, mental and spiritual.

Keep alcohol and diet soda limited - drink more water and tea.
Cut back on red meat - aim for vegetarian/vegan as often as possible.
Maintain fruit and vegetable servings - make them the main portion of each meal and snack.
Stick with whole grains.
Work out 5 times per week...ellipitical, gym class, belly dancing, or Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred.

Talk with friends.
Get a therapist??

Read, read, read.
Continuing education for massage.

Meditate daily.
Reconnect with spiritual friends.

Member Since: 2/6/2006

Fitness Minutes: 1,337

My Goals:
To be the healthiest I have ever been.

To reduce my cholesterol and blood pressure naturally.

My Program:
* Eating 3 well balanced and perfectly portioned meals a day (plus 2 snacks).
* Using Alli as a tool to keep me from overeating.
* Exercising daily.
* Drinking 64+ ounces water daily.
* Taking my vitamins.
* Reducing alcohol consumption to 1 glass per day.
* Journaling my eats. Recording them in the SP Tracker.
* Blogging daily.

Personal Information:
I'm Tracie - from Sunny California. I am single with no children. I am a new massage therapist working on building clientele.

Other Information:
I have many interests - they vary depending on who I am with, the weather and our moods.

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    1105 days ago
    I absolutely love your quote on your page. I find it incredibly motivating. Thanks for sharing it!
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    4154 days ago
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    It is good to have you back!!! Forget the past and on to that bright new day that the Lord has made.
    You paint it bright and fun ~~
    it is for you to decorate .
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    4164 days ago
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    Hello, friend! I was AWOL for a VERY long time there and I'm not sure how successful I will be this time around, but I did want to drop by my friends' pages and say hello!

    I hope things have been going well! I love the new pic - you look happy! I hope you are!
    4181 days ago
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