Thursday, February 28, 2008
WTF!!!! So I get on the scale and yes I am back to square one, same weight I started with at the beginning of Feb and here I thought I would be in onderland. NOT! Okay, deep breath, LOL! It's not like I have helped the situation right? After binge eating for the past three weekends it's a miracle I didn't gain 10 pounds. February was a hard month for me. Too many family issues and I was seriously depressed. To the point where I thought I would gain all 80 pounds back. I'm done saying I've lost 80 pounds I want that number to be 90 next month. I am pumped and I am ready to kick some a$$. Who is with me??? I am working on wearing a bathing suit, something i have never done before. So I've started to do a lot of Strength Training. I am so inspired by this lady at my gym that has the body that I want. I watched her work out today and thougth no wonder she has a kick a$$ body she's a freaking machine with all that ST she does. So I secretly want to be her. So that is my focus and my motivation this month. Can't wait to see results. This will be No Mercy March for me!