Monday, March 10, 2008
I have a long way to go. I got in a car wreck late January. I broke my wrist and my leg (along with a few internal injuries) . My wrist is doing well. My leg muscles are shrinking as days pass by. I hate casts. I have no idea how long it will take to get all the muscle back. I won't get the cast off until three more weeks. Then I will get a walking boot. I have no idea how long I will have to wear it.
Anyway, I am going to be in my bestfriends wedding. I am supposed to be her maid of honor. Her wedding is in August. I am going to wear a brides maid dress that reaches the knee. So I know that my scars are going to show. It will hopefully cover the nasty scars that are on the knee. I know that my scars on my lower leg are going to show. What I want most of all is for my right leg to be close in size to my left leg. I would also like to lose a good amount of weight.
I am not sure of how much I currently weigh because i was in the hospital for two weeks and I didn't eat much. I am now living with parents. Whenever I live with my parents I always gain weight. I don't know.
I would like to look nice for my bestfriends wedding. I may have four months to prepare. I kinda feel like a sitting duck right now. There isn't much I can do.
I would like to weigh 160 for my friends wedding. I know that I may not be able to reach that weight if I can't work my leg out that much. I would love to start running. Actually - i would be really happy if I weighed 170. 170 was my high school weight.