Ugggh & Ugggh Again
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Ok, today I am just TRYING to quit thinking... Not doing well on that, but oh well... I think once Monday gets here and "the" conversation takes place, I will be just fine.
My pastor's daughter is getting married this afternoon and I went to my aunt's house and found something decent to wear. I may still look fat, cause I am, but I will look halfway decent in my clothes.
I feel so tired. sleepy, hungry and sick to my stomach. I have alot of "should do's" swirling in my head, but probably will not do any of them.
I have had my shower, will probably fix my hair and make-up in a little while - adjust my bra to LIFT the girls... Praying Iwill not be hot and sweaty in the clothes I will be wearing...
Ummm, my goal with spending time with God this week, well I have tried, but I have not been very successful at focusing, so I will keep this goal for this upcoming week and also add to it drinking 8 cups of water each day.
Anyway, guess this is all kind of unfocused and kind of rambly - SO I will just get off here.
Oh yeah, I have been looking at blogs here on sparkpeople and not just the people whose blogs I normally read. I realized that like I am the only "crazy" who uses this blog for such personal issues. So... maybe I should quit doing that and just keep this blog about weight loss. Perhaps take my OTHER personal issues to a book perhaps? I don't know.
Anyway, have a great day friends, I love you all!