Sunday, November 09, 2008
I have wasted so much money on trying to lose weight, to not have lost anything. I have a bike that I have only rode a whole 2 times that sits in the spare bedroom collecting dust. In that bedroom also sits a treadclimber, that I couldnt even tell you the last time I used. There is also an exercise ball, hand weights and exercise dvds that have never even been used. I also got the wii fit thinking that would be the trick to helping me lose weight, but just like any other game it got old fast and hasnt been used in over 150 days. I also have a closet full of clothes that are just a waste too. I cant fit in hardly any of them anymore. The shorts I bought for work in July are getting tight and are starting to look ridiculous.
I am such a wastefull person. But that all changes today. I will get my moneys worth out of all these things (maybe not the bike its getting a little cold for that). I am only working 3 days a week (possibly 4-5 the next couple of weeks) I go to school 3 days a week and I have plenty of time to exercise I am going to set up a routine to get me started. In the past I did ok for a week and then everything went back to the way it was. I cant continue to yo-yo anymore. Im killing myself and I want to live, I want to meet that skinny person that is deep inside me that I have NEVER seen before. So I am going to come up with a plan and stick with it. I know if I make it past 2 weeks that I can make it.
My main problem in the past has always been sweets. I have to say NO I can say NO and I will say NO!! I am going to strive to eat healthy and to exercise. My 2 weeks starts today. I will be checking in and being more active here on Spark cause this is where I recieve all my motivation.