June 8, 2006
Friday, June 09, 2006
What a night. Poor sweet little man was teething. So needless to say we were up all night and today was a mommy day. He woke up with a fever and cranky. Mom and dad came over early after dad's drs appt. So the kids and I went shopping with mom. I had to carry the baby cause he didn't want to be put down. I felt terrible for him. He just wasn't himself today. Today was a really off day for me, I was very tired and just not running up to speed. Going to be honest with myself, I didn't eat good today. We were on the go and I just didn't feel like eating a salad while driving. I am upset about it. It was a quick solution. I hate that. My decision could have been better but not going to beat myself up about it. Its easy when you are at home and can pick your food choices. I am also noticing I am a social eater. I think when we go out I don't want to people to think I am not eating enough. Something I have been working on since the beginning of January. So that's one of my struggles right now. I just get frustrated sometimes and instead of doing what I know is right I choose wrong. I tell myself sometimes that isn't healthy and then that saying comes into my head "oh well, I can just work it off" Excuses for eating unhealthy. Something else I am trying to work on. I only went over on my calories by 102. But still for me to do that I am just frustrated. I did get 45 minutes in on the bike tonight while hubby went to the gym tonight.