Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I have worked at TDCJ (women's prison) for 11 yrs now I have been at my currant unit for over 6 yrs now, most people didn't know my name. A Captain of mine always had to ask me what my name was. Now she has seen me in free world clothes and knows me. Since I have lost 92 lbs so far everyone knows me now they come up and say Ms Fisher your looking great, or they will call me skinny I know it should be a compliment and it makes me feel good, but at the same time I feel alot of pressure like everyone is watching me. I have had Wardens come up and give me compliments on my weight loss. ( I prefer they not know who I am) lol . I know I should be grateful and I am but sometimes I just want a damn cookie ( I do not make this a habit) but I feel like everyone is looking at me so I avoid it. (maybe this is a good thing) I have 32.8 to get to my goal weight I have not been this small since high school when I was 160. I also was know as Big Fish at work used to really bother me( I didn't let it show) now everyone says they got to find a new name for me ( see there is another Fisher at work and I was Big Fish and she was little Fish) That is one of the best things that came out of my weight loss that now when I get called Big Fish it don't bother me anymore. I just cant wait till nobody remembers how big I was.
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  • JIBBIE49
    I give you credit for working at a Prison, because i sure couldn't be around those type of people every day. I've seen news films about women's prisons and those people aren't people I'd want to deal with. emoticon
    4462 days ago
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