Having a time of it...
Thursday, April 02, 2009
I know it's my fault. Not drinking water, eating out/eating pasta, not exercising, etc. I just had a really terrible week(s). I've changed jobs twice in the past month and will probably do so again in another month.
I just realized that even though I'm communicating with someone online doesn't mean that he's exclusively communicating with me. It hurts but whatever. We're just friends, I guess. It's not like we really know each other outside of the e-mails and whatnot that we send. Ugh. Double Ugh. So annoyed with my stupidity.
It's alright though. I'll get better and back on track. I ate with mom yesterday and ate less than half of what I ordered although I got home and had 2 ramens and some cookie dough.
I am finally learning to settle down and I'll get better in time. No one said this was gonna be easy and I really appreciate the support that I've gotten on here.