may 7, 2009

i am at a standstill in my weight loss right now, so i have decided that i need to cut out the chocolate again for awhile. it is hard, but i have to avoid certain stores so i do not choose to pick up a candy bar. i am eating fruits and pudding (when i feel i want something sweeter), activia yogurt, and just getting through it. it is not easy to lose weight, in fact, it is extremely difficult. i can gain the weight easily, but to lose it, i have to work like you wouldn't believe. i know it is possible, but it is just hard and frustrating. and i can't use life as an excuse, life is always there and that is just the way it is.

i have turned down chocolate cake this week, i have talked myself out of candy and i am even going to stop making sweet tea and only order water if i go out and drink water for now. my 32nd (i think that is the one i am on) is on sat june 13 and i would love to get to 200 by then. so here i go...