Did you hear that?
Monday, June 01, 2009
Did you hear that? It was me hitting bottom...finally.
I have been standing in front of my closet (it was open) trying to find anything to wear to a fancy, evening wedding this coming Friday. We do not have the money to purchase me a new dress, so I thought I would have something, anything to wear.
I do have several choices:
1) A black maternity dress (I am not pregnant and my son is almost 3)
2) A black nursing top to go with the one skirt that fit.
3) Black pants that are way to casual to wear to a $200 a plate wedding.
I managed to "find" a non-nursing black top and the one black skirt to wear. I have no idea if I have any panty hose that fit...and I guess I better investigate that now. I am going with, "nope"....better buy new and bigger ones tomorrow.
What has happened to me? Most women stay home with a child and are content. Me...I got fatter!
So...starting NOW...even with the trip to New York on the horizon....I am going to lose weight. I won't eat more than one slice of pizza in NY (the only meal sometimes) and I will stop snacking. This is war....and I plan on winning!