What the He!!
Thursday, June 04, 2009
I am tired tonight. I forced myself out the door for a walk. I mean force, I actually started to cry because I didn't want to go. I knew it would make me feel better, well it should of made me feel better, but I don't. I had to take an allergy pill and that dang thing is kicking my a@@ tonight. I took it HOURS ago and its still doing it's magic on me. I worked an extra shift today, nothing major I was in a class with 4 yr old preschoolers, then I did my noon-hour job. I had to get up earlier than usual because my girls left this morning for Chicago...their end of the year class trip. I really didn't get much earlier, we are talking 10-15 minutes earlier. I dropped them off, then went into my latchkey job, then preschool class, then noon hour and came home and slept for 2 1/2 hours on the couch. Forced myself out doors to plant the flowers I bought yesterday. My allergies started to act up and had to take a pill this was 4pm, did that and then I cooked dinner for Johnathon and I...well and his friend that is here. After dinner I told the boys I was going for a walk like 20 times and John yelled at me to just go do it! I started to cry that I just wanted to go and crawl into bed. I went out and did the walk...now I'm going to get my pj's on and crawl into bed...well if Rich gives me the B-12 shot, my energy should come back up. It's so low now, I dont think it's going to be a problem for me to get to sleep tonight. I really hope tomorrow is better than this. I have a run planned for tomorrow atleast 4 miles...hoping for 4.25 miles...building it up by 1/4 miles. Sunday I should be able to do 4.5 miles by the end of next week I will be over 5 miles...hoping anyways. Still gotta figure out a routine, it won't be tonight that is for sure.