Monday, September 14, 2009
Returned from Las Vegas with the new memory of the bride looking at me with such sympathy and asking what happened to cause me to get so fat. Yikes. And I was proud of the loss I've accomplished - but she hasn't seen me in almost 7 years. Then I reviewed the photos with the bride & groom and had them point out shots that weren't flattering of me (double chins, gut rolls, etc.). Like I needed to have those pointed out to me.
So I have been paying close attention to what I've been doing since I returned. Yesterday, I got on the scale for the first time in months. I have gained about 12 pounds in 4 months. Four months since I got promoted and started working 80 hours a week and missing the hours my Curves is open. And burying my work stress in crappy food. I am taking my life back this week. I will go back to Curves (starting Tuesday). And I have started back with recording my food and drinking my water.
I know what to do. Now I will start doing it. I am sick (literally) of being obese.