Thursday, November 05, 2009
Well I noticed this morning that I have been on Spark People for 60 days. I have never written a blog before. So here goes. The first month was a whirlwind like I have never experienced on weight loss. I basically lost the first 30 lbs. I was shocked because I have never lost like that ever! Still puzzled by it-but happily so. Then last month around 10 lbs. Not bad. Especially being on steroids for Rheumatoid arthritis. Those tend to keep you from losing or at least make progress slow. Well now in November I keep bouncing around with the same 3 lbs or so. Lose and Gain them. Holding on to the 40lb loss but cant get over this horrid hump! Frankly it is driving me more than a little Crazy! I can feel my attitude slipping into the danger zone. You know the one. It says "Aw well why try when nothing is happening?" Yeah that one. But I haven't gone there yet. Have cried and even ranted a few times-but that isn't helping. So I tried decreasing calories and increasing moving and everything in between. I know I wont give up - But I am so discouraged! I am on track and nothing is happening. Except the awful bouncing up and down! Infuriating!