As 2009 comes to a close...
Thursday, December 31, 2009
I decided to go back to the very first blog that I wrote for the beginning of this year. I didn't accomplish any of the goals yet, but they are along the lines of the ones that I set for this coming year. I failed my goals for 2009 because I failed to keep myself motivated. I can't always depend on others to do the work that I know that I need to do. I didn't set mini goals because that is what keeps me pressing through the rough times. I didn't set an alternative goal in case I came across something that would block me from getting to where I needed to be in order to get the job done. I lost the confidence in myself to achieve the goals that I had set. I felt like a failure at times and gave up during the times that I needed to hold on a little bit tighter.
The difference this time around is that I feel and see a difference in me in the past few months that lets me know that I will accomplish the goals that I have set for myself. I know that it will be tough and there will be times that I will feel like giving up, but I will keep reminding myself the main goal at hand and that is to change myself for the better. I know that a year from now that I will be writing about how amazing my journey is and how I got through the rough patches. I know that I will make it this time for sure.
Here's to a healthier new year!