Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Sooooo, summary first! Interview yesterday was blah. If they offered me the job, I'd have to take it at this point, but I'd still look for work elsewhere. It was for the people who I felt were laughing at me last week. It was a waste of gas, make-up, and time. Everything she asked me could have been over the phone and seriously, I spent more time in the shower than I did in this interview. It was *awful* and I want the other job soooo badly! Downtown, full benefits, intelligent people, a job I could grow and really learn things!
Didn't sleep well again last night X_X I don't know what I'm going to do, it's awful. Run myself really hard today I suppose, see if I can exhaust myself into sleeping tonight. If I get the job I want, I'd have to be downtown at 8AM everyday. Not a huge deal at all, but it would be enough of a change from how I'm doing it now!
Got on the scale for the first time this month....not gonna really talk about it, but it kicked me in the ass a bit. That and splitting my new pants. I don't even know when/how I'm doing it, but this is the third pair of pants I've ripped the seat in. And this pants are even too big for me (after having them taken in!), so really, wtf??? I'm wondering if it's when I get in my Civic, maybe I slide into the seat too much, being a lower car and all? Still, it's really pissing me off, I'm broke and don't have tons of pants, I can't afford in time or money to keep taking pants to be mended. Plus, it's kinda humiliating!
So today! Kori and I won stuff for our love letters that we wrote last week. I got some yummy smelling candle's and a gift card to Chipotle (for Nick, yuck). Now I've finished Sparking and am going to work out lots, do my whole yoga/shred/cardio dvd/Just Dance. Drink my water and not eat anything toooo awful, and it should be a good day!