Disbelief and horror

Monday, March 08, 2010

Disbelief and horror, as I stepped on the doctors scales today. I had gained another 5 lbs. ( Its time to do something now) I thought as I walk into the doctors exam room. My knee is bummed, my ankle on the other leg is injurnied too.
It gets real tonight I thought. Nothing good or healthy, no money this will be really hard this week. Gotta do the best I can, and one thing that is free will help me is the Sparkpeople. its on, I will committ to do what I must to get weight down. Change my life for the better. Is their a factor to weight, water, to fiybermylagia and the fact I am overweight. Am I bringing on this pain myself?
Whatever, I want to feel better. Its wont be easy, but I gotta try. Becky
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    Wow It is almost like I wrote that blog. Becky I really know how you feel, I have a hip implant, a knee implant and really
    need the other hip done, but I really am not ready.
    4008 days ago
    Oh, thanks to everyone. Wow how nice of you all to read and post a comment. Their is life out Becky
    4008 days ago
  • NANCYMT6151
    Hi. I am Nancy and I also have Fibro. Isn't it the total pits?? I really do believe that weight and fibro go hand in hand. You get depressed because of the pain and so you fill up on comfort food cuz no one really understands what it is to hurt all of the time so food has become your best and worst friend. I know that is how it has been with me. I have had fibro since the 1970's before it actually had a name. For several years I was treated for RA and had no good from all the things they gave me for it. Then I moved from one area to a new town and had to get a new doc. He told me that he thought I had a type of arthritis called Fibrocytis. That was the first name for it. Too many doctors for the longest time and some still do not believe that Fibro is a real illness. I am here to tell you it is real!!! I have had days when I could not even comb my hair as it hurt too much. And that is why I say that weight gain and Fibro go hand in hand. If you need to talk write me and I will reply. Take care and good luck with this wonderful site that Chris has given to us to use.

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    4008 days ago
  • NEWKID54
    Welcome. This is the beginning of my 3rd week on Sparks. I know you'll get a handle on your eating/exercising. Remember you are in control emoticon
    4008 days ago
    You have come to the right place. Sounds like you are having a tough time of it right now and hopefully things will turn around for you. Even if you don't have money or anything healthy on hand, do the best you can this week with what you have. You are worth it!
    4008 days ago
    Sparkpeople can help, but it is a tool (a GREAT FREE one at that :)

    Believe in yourself, you can do it!
    4008 days ago
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