Not wanting to move forward.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Here is my quandry. I have been sitting at the same weight for about 3 months. That's not a bad thing. It has been a very stable weight to maintain...a plateau, if you will. Plus, the gravity-fed flab, which appeared when the weight disappeard, has actually toned up a lot, especially the squirrel wings under my arms.
"That's not a problem", you say. "You haven't seen that size body for 25 years."
That's true, of course, but... here I am... on sparkpeople.
I LOVE sparkpeople! I love the tools, the support, the goodies. I mostly love the friends and family (yes, family) who I have gotten to know and become closer to.
Sparkpeople has a program with stages. I have been finished with Stage 3 for the longest time. I keep getting little reminders about moving on to Stage 4.
STAGE 4!!!! ...the LAST stage! I have been fearful about going there. Is that the end? Will I have to be finished with SP? What if I don't drop those last few pounds? Will friends still relate to me if I don't have mega-weight to lose?
It's amazing how a seemingly small step can be such a roadblock for moving forward! I don't want to stop coming here. I feel silly, but have any of you experienced what I am going through? What could possibly be so awful behind door #4? You get spark points for it...that's a good thing. I guess I'll just have to
click on It and find out....MOVE FORWARD!
Thank you all for indulging in my neurosises. Keep sparking; I know I will.