My mother's hug...

Monday, October 18, 2010

My mom has been gone now for 24 years...I miss her so much...I loved the way she always had a wonderful scent of white shoulders or some beautiful splash or perfume when she hugged me hello...((I miss that alot))I miss EVERYTHING about her....she was class and style...and I had always loved the way she carried herself....a true woman....
Her name is Diane too....Her birthday was September 9th,and mine the 29th.
She loved windchimes and we took one to hang in the olive tree next to where she and my father are in Rose Hills...It was a warm day with a slightly cooler breeze...My son Blake was the first to get to them,he sat on the grass as I watched him wipe away the leaves from the grave stones....I wished he was born,and could have spent time with them when they were here on earth,...He loves to visit grandma & grandpa...we have lunch there alot as we visit, and feed the ducks and geese koi fish and turtles too at the pond.A hard part for me of them being gone.....Is when I dream....my mom comes to me in my dreams and tells me a cure for cancer was found and she gets to come back... and it seems so real as I wake...I feel she's with me. I once smelled her perfume,it lingered in the air as I woke from such a dream....So awesome.
On this day,Blake set my folding chair next to their graves...I walked from the car....a slight breeze and the sound of the windchimes in the distance...as I sat in my chair...I felt her...An overpowering,so very overwhelming feeling came completely over me...My mothers hug...I was so taken back with this feeling...As I type this my tears fall and I cannot control them....Even the memory of this feeling I experienced is powerful.
You know when it's been years since you have seen a loved one and the day comes when they are at the airport and you see each other from a distance and you rush to greet each other and that feeling of euphoria when they are finally there in your arms...you had missed them seeming like forever and a day....and now they are in your arms and hugging you with all the love in their heart,an embrace you never want to let go of....that is what I felt...My mothers hug.Tears fell fast and flowing down my face,Blake looks at me and says,Mom,You ok? I told him...my mom just hugged me...He came over to me and hugged me...I have never had something so magical in all the years she has been gone from this earth....ever happen as it did that day....as the windchime chimed in the distance...I felt my mothers hug...

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    White Shoulders was my grandma's favorite perfume. When she died I kept her bottles of it and get them out every once in a while. Smelling them reminds me of her.

    I collect windchimes too.

    My mother and grandmother visit me in my dreams too and they are healed.

    How wonderful that your mother visited you. I had a similar experience years ago when my grandma died. She was there and I knew it too. Love can transcend death. You are loved.
    3930 days ago
    So awesome. emoticon
    3935 days ago
  • BET212
    That is so beautiful, that I cried, too. You will see her again someday, my friend.

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    3935 days ago
    I guess today was our day to cry over each others blogs. I'm sending emoticon I'm glad Blake was there to share such a magical time with you.

    Love you my sister/friend!

    3935 days ago
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