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New beginnings

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

How many times can one have a new beginning you ask...? Well, How much time do you have? Haha.

I was looking at my weigh in stats from almost one year ago (shy a few weeks) and I only weigh 6 pounds more now that I did last year... Yay that I have not gained much. But I feel so damned frumpy and feel like I look like I have an extra 30+ pounds on me than what I had last year at this time. ... ... Stepping back I suppose your state of mind has a lot to do with it. This year I have felt very down on myself and very unhappy with my physical appearance, among other things. I have not been happy with my job, living situation, and some personal issues... I am sure I have aged more this last year than I have over the last five years! Lol.

But, I am hoping for a new beginning. I quit my job, looking for new work, bought a house, (moving tomorrow in fact) and I have been in a relationship with someone that I really care about. I am hoping that with this change of environment, I can establish better habits and put together a schedule for "me" time to work out, work my business, take care of myself and my spiritual being and not always be in such a rush everywhere. I want things to slow down a bit. I have not been caring for myself the way that I should be. ... I deserve it. So I plan on doing it. And focusing on the things and people I care about the most.

So here is to new beginnings, even if it is my 100th one. ;-)

~Soraya
11.9.10
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  • MOSTEDGAARD
    Hey Lady,
    Of course you can have a 100th beginning. Let's get out there and DO IT! With support from friends and loved ones I know you can! Congrats on all the amazing things you have going on!


    MUCH LOVE!
    3787 days ago
  • TAREN584
    Everyday is a new beginning- which i find to be pretty awesome cause i can say meh i screwed up my diet yesterday, but i will do better today... and i really apply that to everything. Change is a process. Maybe we can go walking or something after i get out of classes.
    3832 days ago
  • KELLYTHEFIT0710
    You can do it! Just remember that you are worth it and deserve the best that life has to offer-you just have to go get it! emoticon
    3837 days ago
  • CBARRETT10
    Here's to 101, and a new you! emoticon emoticon
    3837 days ago
  • CIERAPOET
    Everyday is always a day that we can begin again. Don't give up the fight. You are focused and on the right path. Congratulations on your new home and relationship and all the other positive changes in your life. Be blessed and stay Happy. Smile...you are a Winner already! emoticon

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    3837 days ago
  • TURTLERAE55
    emoticon to a new beginning. emoticon emoticon
    3837 days ago
  • SPARKANN
    Good luck to you! I hope your new start helps your fitness program. emoticon
    3837 days ago
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