Wednesday, November 10, 2010
How many times can one have a new beginning you ask...? Well, How much time do you have? Haha.
I was looking at my weigh in stats from almost one year ago (shy a few weeks) and I only weigh 6 pounds more now that I did last year... Yay that I have not gained much. But I feel so damned frumpy and feel like I look like I have an extra 30+ pounds on me than what I had last year at this time. ... ... Stepping back I suppose your state of mind has a lot to do with it. This year I have felt very down on myself and very unhappy with my physical appearance, among other things. I have not been happy with my job, living situation, and some personal issues... I am sure I have aged more this last year than I have over the last five years! Lol.
But, I am hoping for a new beginning. I quit my job, looking for new work, bought a house, (moving tomorrow in fact) and I have been in a relationship with someone that I really care about. I am hoping that with this change of environment, I can establish better habits and put together a schedule for "me" time to work out, work my business, take care of myself and my spiritual being and not always be in such a rush everywhere. I want things to slow down a bit. I have not been caring for myself the way that I should be. ... I deserve it. So I plan on doing it. And focusing on the things and people I care about the most.
So here is to new beginnings, even if it is my 100th one. ;-)