Everyone dies but not everyone lives
Sunday, December 05, 2010
I am not really a profound person. but i also know that I am not living. I hope to live one day. I hope to understand what it means to live. I'm not really sure how to do this but I know it is beyond important to me.
Everyone dies but not everyone lives. For years I have seen my mother just being a part of her own life but not living her life and I knew I never wanted that. I always wanted more out of life, but here I am just dying and not living.
I wonder what would happen if I made a conscience decision to everyday try to live my life to the best of my abilities. Not talking about living beyond my means or splurging on the finer things in life but just trying to actually live. If I did this everyday I wonder how my life would be? Would I be happier? Skinner? Smarter? A better wife?
So do I want to be in my life or do I want to live my life??????