Tuesday, December 28, 2010
What a Month!
Starting with my depression being way out of control at the beginning of December. I finally got that under control!
I can’t seem to lose much weight when I am doing everything right, and still think it is my thyroid but no one will test for it. So what can I do? Just keep trying!
Since Christmas Eve I have been sick and doctors are not sure what is wrong. Yesterday I went to the ER and was there for 4 hours and they said “not sure” go see an ENT. So I did, and they shrugged their shoulders and said to follow up with my PCP. Great another DR to tell me they don't know. UGH! So in the meantime the ENT put me on every TYPE of something to cover most everything. Frustrating all the "might be" and no "is".
So what if I don’t have the husband, children, career, money, car, home, and white picket fence! I am alive, have all my senses, am physically able to do most things, social networking, pets, place to sleep at night, food to eat, and most important my family! So what the washing machine quit, I will eventually replace it, but in the meantime there are laundry mats. As the saying goes, “if life gives you lemons, go to the store and buy lemonade!”
All I can do is just enjoy every minute I am alive and breathing. Seize the day!