Thursday, February 10, 2011
So although the scale hasnt moved much in the past few weeks, I havent let myself get too discouraged. I've been sticking with the mindset of you didnt put it all on in a month, and its not going to come off in a month. I've been doing my zumba tapes religiously, and tonight i will start day 1 of Jillian Michaels 30 day program.
last night i went to get dressed to go to dinner with my boyfriend and his family and started to cry. The skirt i wore just 2 weeks before fell off my hips and onto the floor, the shirt i loved but was always too tight was falling off my shoulders and my knee high boots kept slipping down.
I had to go to the back of my closet to find clothes from smaller me before i wear to dinner...
It was just what i needed to keep going. although I might not see results on the scale, i have to remind myself that doesn't mean its not working!
I also was a good girl at dinner. I had a tiny bite of one of the appetizers, ate half my steak and potatos and had 1 small roll and i bite of my boyfriends chocolate cake. Old Skababy would have had her own dessert, eaten all of her steak and potatos and had a few rolls of bread... and lets not even start on how old Skababy would eat appetizers.
Tomorrow I weigh in, and although im pretty sure the scale won't move, i can see the changes in my body, and thats really all i need to keep going.