Feeling Gigantically Fat and Frustrated
Monday, March 21, 2011
I cant stand it, for the first time in 6 wks since surgery I am doing more walking and more swimming and not having to sit quite as much and would you believe it, Im PUTTING ON WEIGHT NOOOOOOO, it cant be true,
Also I'm disgusted with myself as I saw photos of myself that were taken at the weekend at the adventure race, and I look like a little roly poly dwarf, I feel like rolling myself down the hill and into the river and drowning.
Why cant i be taller,
Why cant i be skinnier.
Oh why cant i stop moaning
BAD DAy BAD BAD DAY, the only thing that would make it worse is if i ate a lot of rubbish, and i'm not going to I'm going to put on my togs and thrash it out in the pool.
Why is it so hard to work out how to make the scale go down? Am I this person who has to spend super maximum calories and eat super minimum food?
If so please tell me cos I'm going by the sparpeople program andits not happening. HELP