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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

...Im Too Busy Getting Stronger!!!

So this last week i have been pretty dumpy-and just feeling down about a ton of stuff-
life had me stuffed way in between a rock and a really ahrd place and normally, id brush my shoulders off and keep on truckin. i let life get the better of me and let it live me instead of the other way around.
time for some much needed reflection....and a little music. i flipped on the radio and shortly a song started playing that i havent heard before (which will be showcased below lol). now im sure you have heard the quote "the lyrics to her favorite songs will tell you more about her than she ever could"....well its true sometimes. you just listen to a song and its just resonating the thoughts and feelings that you just cant get off your mind. usually i am a strong and out spoken person, not too shy to offer my insight on things and lend a helping hand in the "opinion" department. however, this last week, i had kinda been a prisoner of words unsaid. but after hearing this lil ol country tune by Sara Evans "Little Stronger", i found my new spark!!
i decided that enough was enough and i was already tired of my stupid self-loathing, IM BETTER THAN THAT!

so... yesterday was the starting mark for a major overhaul on myself.

READY... SET.... GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

im starting a complete transformation fo myself.
Who Is Sabrina?

this is definately a question i am on the road to recovery hoping to answer.

*yesterday i went thru my pantry and threw out anything deemed unhealthy, which thankfully since i now live on my own, there wasnt hardly anything to throw away! (thank you jesus for giving me the ability to support myself!!!)
*i set out a schedule for working out and started a small meal plan... those are sometimes hard for me to follow exactly but helps to have foresight on meals for the week.
*worked out hard and will continue to do so!!!

So anyways..... CHEERS TO NEWFOUND RECOVERY!



LITTLE BIT STRONGER by SARA EVANS

Woke up late today, and I still feel the sting of the pain.
But I brushed my teeth anyway, I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face.
I got a little bit stronger.

Riding in the car to work, and I’m trying to ignore the hurt.
So I turned on the radio, Stupid song made me think of you,
I listened to it for minute, but then I changed it.
I’m getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger.

And I’m done hopin that we can work it out,
I’m done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels
Lettin you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
And I’m done thinkin, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I’m tellin myself I’ll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.

It doesn’t happen over night, but you turn around and a months gone by,
And you realize you haven’t cried.
I’m not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer.
I’m busy getting stronger.

And I’m done hopin that we can work it out,
I’m done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels
Lettin you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
And I’m done thinkin, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I’m tellin myself I’ll be okay.
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.

Gettin along without you baby,
I’m better off without you baby,
How does it feel with out me baby?
I’m gettin stronger without you baby.

And I’m done hopin that we can work it out,
I’m done with how it feels, spinnin my wheels
Lettin you drag my heart around.
And ohhh
And I’m done thinkin, that you could ever change.
I know my heart will never be the same,
but I’m tellin myself I’ll be okay,
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger.
I get a little bit stronger.
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  • SIENALYN
    I love that song too. I love Sara Evans :D
    I am proud of you for seeing and now DOING! We will make this happen because we.are.worth.it
    One day at a time giving 100% and you will be right where you dream of being!
    Your getting stronger, just a little bit then alot!
    3780 days ago
  • STRIVEFORHONOR
    I LOVE that song!


    think one of the most important parts of this journey is finding WHO we really ARE. We make discoveries about ourselves, and we make decisions that will make a difference in our lives forever. You ARE making yourself STRONGER. Little by little, day by day.
    3780 days ago
  • LIVING4HIM_INWI
    This is great!!! You are getting stronger emotionally and physically!!!
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    3780 days ago
  • no profile photo CD2801676
    Great blog and great message. I think an one of the important pieces to the puzzle of living healthier is to to have emotional balance, and it sounds like you are working on it too. Recently I read a book called 'fit body - fit soul' written by a ironman Kona winner and a shamman (native american spirituality). You may want to consider reading that and use it as a tool for jour journey.
    3780 days ago
  • KEKEIKO
    It's amazing how music can get us out of our funk and get us motivated.
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    3781 days ago
  • DIVAGLOW
    Great message in the song and great attitude. I know you can do it!!!
    3781 days ago
  • CALIGIRLDIANA
    Nice song girlie I have not heard it! Thanks for sharing. You can do it girlie! Glad your doing better. You have it in you!!!
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    3781 days ago
  • TBID227
    Love that song and its message! Keep going strong, sorry to hear you had a bit of life happens last week. If you can lose the weight and take those tools that you learn to lose it, then you can tackle anything! Just remember that! You are a strong, confident, beautiful woman! Glad you took the step to clear out the unhealthy items, sometimes it makes it sooo much easier to stay on track!

    Keep sharing and keep up the great work!
    3781 days ago
  • MUMMYUK2
    Your post reminds me of Natasha Bedinfields "Unwritten" these lyrics in particular...


    Reaching for something in the distance
    So close you can almost taste it
    Release your inhibitions
    Feel the rain on your skin
    No one else can feel it for you
    Only you can let it in
    No one else, no one else
    Can speak the words on your lips
    Drench yourself in words unspoken
    Live your life with arms wide open
    Today is where your book begins


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    3781 days ago
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