How did my life turn out like this???
Sunday, April 03, 2011
I am trying to find things in my life to be happy about as I try to get healthier. I love my children so they are my number one joy in life. I also like my job as an instructional assistant, although it is a VERY stressful job. My poodle who thinks she is a baby also brings a smile to my face. I also enjoy being the leader of my TOPS group. Other than that I have a miserable existance. I am stuck in an unhappy marriage that has gone on for over 10 years now. I have left before but the time that I was gone things were more miserable because of the threats and the fact that I had to let my children go every other weekend with their father and not know where they were or who they were around so I came back. I am so tired of being unhappy. As soon as my children are grown I am gone!!!