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Friday, July 01, 2011

Well, I am not going out tonight after all.

Not because plans changed. Nope.

Because I cant find anything I feel comfortable in and I had an anxiety attack and now I am crying.

I am sick of this. I am more determined to keep at it!

Have a great weekend.
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  • no profile photo CD8436080
    Next time - GO OUT! I will not take no for an answer!!!!!!!
    3682 days ago
  • no profile photo CD8452908
    I've been there before too... before I started working out, I would pretty much empty out the closet on my bed, changing outfits a hundred times just to tell the husband I wasn't going. You always feel like you look worse than you actually do.

    Relax, keep working and it will get better :)
    3683 days ago
    Clothes suck and shouldn't define you. Remember that you wear the clothes, they don't wear you, so hold your head up high and walk like you know you're hot!
    3683 days ago
  • KTMAE2006
    Oh dear, I know the feeling, too well. What I've found helps is if you not only plan social outings where you feel like you need to look hott, but also make plans for going on walks or runs. That way you get the healthy time as well as the social time. All those mini fitness dates will add up!
    3684 days ago
    i so know how you feel. you should have texted me to vent speaking of which i need your number again i deleted all my contacts hahaha
    3684 days ago
    I understand exactly how you feel, minus the anxiety attack. Living in Los Angeles, I get stressed out every time I get ready to leave the house! I promise you that as you stick with it and the weight comes off, it gets better. Never, never give up! You can do this. emoticon emoticon
    3684 days ago
    man, I hate feeling like that and hate that you feel like that. You can do this. I know because you're here! Good luck girly.. You've got this!
    3684 days ago
  • NICKI984
    I know exactly how you feel. I leave my house as little as possible because I can't find a pair of jeans that fit. It's the only thing I feel good about myself wearing. I'm stuck feeling terrible wearing jogging pants and loose fitting pants. You are in the right place and we can do this!!!!!!
    3684 days ago
  • no profile photo CD6598128
    Honey, you are at the right place. You will find tons of support and motivation here. This is not a quick fix, but, you have taken a huge step towards getting healthy. That's great. Hang in there, it will get better and before you know it you will be out there strutting your stuff! HUGS!!
    3684 days ago
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