The stress of it all!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
So I'm not losing any weight... I can't seem to stay within my calorie range no matter what I do! I'm not sure how much I'm going over because I can't seem to track it all!
I know my life isn't terrible. I have a family who loves me, a boyfriend who loves me, a roof over my head, and food in my belly. I am so thankful for all of these things but they just don't stop the regular everyday stress.
I get up every morning, or afternoon (no regular schedule) and drive to a job I hate. I work with customers who are just as bad as the job. Hateful people... I'd much rather stick a fork in my eye than help them with anything. I sell diamonds... REALLY?
I work for almost nothing. I live paycheck to paycheck. Everyday I'm wondering how I'm going to make a car payment, how I'm going to put food in the house, how I'm going to put gas in the car to get to the job from Hell and for what?
I have a mother who keeps telling me, the SEC wont approve you to be a Financial Adviser if don't do this and if I don't do that. To be honest with you being a FA has gone from an attainable goal to something I'll never be able to reach no matter how hard I try.
So now I am faced with WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? I think my options of winning the lottery are slim to none. I need to take business classes, try to find a new job, fix my credit, work as an intern with my mom (she's an FA), study for my series 7 exam (which I have to pass the first time), while working 40hrs a week, exercise, loose weight, try to keep the crap job while I'm looking for a new one, refinish furniture for people for extra cash, all while running a household!
I think maybe one of the reasons I am not losing any weight could be stress! Any suggestions for how to manage all of this. I'm on overload!