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Why?

Monday, July 18, 2011

This is a question that I keep asking myself... why?

Why is it that I can't get my butt in gear?
Why can't I stop eating crappy foods?
Why do I look at pictures of me now and see the same girl that I was at 232 lbs 6 years ago?
Why am I buying clothes that are bigger than they should be?

I ask myself these questions and I don't know the answers to them. I keep saying that I want to do this, and yet can't seem to get my act together. I'm disappointed in myself for letting myself go like this again. I need help and don't know where to start...

I started off good at the beginning of the year, then I had surgery, and everything went to hell in a hand basket. I got lazy and now here I am with almost 35lbs back on again and I'm miserable. I'm not getting any younger, and need to get my "poop in a pile". I just feel like a broken record who keeps saying that I need to do this, but yet don't do it.

Any advice on how to get going and keep going? I can't keep going on like this, something has to give. :(

Thanks for listening to my vent
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  • TOONTOWNGIRL
    Thanks for the support. I'm just tired of feeling this way. Went to Aqua Fit last night and got my butt kicked. It was good, and hoping to go back on Thursday :)
    3664 days ago
  • SUNNYDAZE9
    Do what you can for today. Then tomorrow, do for tomorrow. Just focus on the present.
    3664 days ago
  • RPM123
    not much I can say. I have started over and the key is persistance, keep on trying!
    3665 days ago
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