30lbs and husband with perfect timing!!
Thursday, August 04, 2011
Well I will start with the good/bad!!! Since my higest weight I ever seen on the scale I am down 29.6 pounds!! Then there is my average highest weight (this is the high weight i seen more often than the highest of high) and from that weight I am down 20.6 lbs. So you could say 20 or 30 lb weight loss just depending on how you look at it!!! So my issue is I am still wearing the same darn clothes!!!!! I mean yea they are a little lose but not so much that they can't be worn and the next size down is to tight!!! I can tell that my shirts are getting loser and they fit better so that is great!! I can still wear them just doesnt look like it took ten people to help me get into it!!! My pants on the other hand are loose but not much so I am just trying to be patient and hopefully I will have to get rid of them soon!!! I think the issue is that the bulk of my weight is right in my midsection right above where my pants are!!!! So guess I need to start working out those thighs and hips so I can get some new clothes!!!!!
Sorry that was just a bit of a rant!!! Just seems like I should be needing some new clothes by now!!!
NOW ON TO THE GREAT!!! This morning I was standing in the bathroom looking at myself trying to notice differences in my body!!! Seems like some days I can see it and some days I can't!!! So as I was sitting there telling my self that my body is changing just look at the scale I mean it is obvious it is changing!!!! At the same time I was convincing myself that it wasn't really that big of a change. Than I got to thinking that my dad and one of my sisters are the only people that have commented on my losing weight!!! Neither of which new I was trying!!! Then I thought it must be true my body hasn't changed much because my husband hasn't mentioned it!!!! Then I was like maybe in another 9 or 10 lbs I will really be able to tell because that will be back to my pre-baby weight (not an ideal weight because I had gained a good bit before baby but I did like the way I was looking)!!! At that weight I felt like I could see my stomach getting flatter and I wasn't so disappointed with my body!!!
So I play this battle with myself for 10 or 15 minutes as I am getting ready for work!! Then comes my husband and his perfect timing!! He works nights so he gets in right before I am leaving to go to work!! So I am standing in the kitchen fixing a class of water all dressed and ready for work when he comes in!!! And he ask me how much weight I have lost!! Me already being in a bad mood means I don't really care to answer him so I just say why and figure he would leave it alone!!! Then he says I was just wondering looks like you are about the size you were before the baby!!! To that I just simple responded "what a good eye you have"!!!!!!
I don't know if he has some secret power that told him I was mad that he had not said anything yet or what!! But It was great timing because it just reaffirmed to me that my body is changing!!!!