"Hey you, SHUT UP!"
Friday, August 19, 2011
This is what I must tell that voice in my head everytime it tries to lead me astray. Last night I didn't tell it to shut up, I listened intently and quietly fell apart. The reasons don't really matter, it's just time to say, "SHUT UP" and mean it. Not the quiet little, "please be quiet" mouse voice, but a loud screaming, "GO TO HE LL!" I let stupid emotional reasons derail me and make poor choices. I debated with myself about logging it today, wasn't going to and then decided the only one I'm cheating is myself by not being honest. So I logged it and it wasn't as bad as I thought. Didn't go over my calories at all. But it was still poor choice and felt bad.
I'm so looking forward to the weekend. There's some crap at work that is stressing me out. Mostly just one person, why is there always one in every group??? Ack. I shall call him, Mr Lame. Mr Lame drives me nuts and I'm ready for another vacation. This weekend we are looking at a place up North and then next weekend we are taking a long weekend to go camping. I'm looking forward to all this and cannot wait!!! Good times will be had darnit!
Hope everyone has a great weekend, be safe and healthy!