open your eyes
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Who has recently looked in a mirror at themselves and been disappointed? Who hasnt seen what they have been hoping to see? Who has missed some goals? Who hasnt seen the muscle definition theyve been working for? Who has just been, kinda down?
I look in the mirror, I havent seen my body change much, at all.
But there is one goal I achieved that I hadnt even realized. Something did change, and by really looking at the mirror again, I saw it. I had a smile on my face.
I am happy. I am happy, and I am off of depression medication. I do not have suicidal thoughts. I am stable. I am rarely sad. I actually dont even know the last time I cried....which is HUGE because I cried multiple times daily!
Just pause for a second. I JUST realized this. This is something I have been wanting for a long time...and I have it. I am whole. I am ME. I am not medicated.
Maybe YOU HAVE reached a goal...one you never figured to be a goal...but truly is!
YOU KICK BUTT :):):)
time to ZUUUUUMBA. Ill blog again later