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I'm lost

Thursday, December 22, 2011

2011 is going to be a year I remember as the worst in my life.... My brother-in-law hasn't responded to his treatment for his cancer....... My Mom having surgery for colon cancer and still having complications....... This spring I lost my little girl, Muffin....... she's was like a beautiful butterfly.... and died of heart disease....... today I lost my son, Winston....... he was my baby........ Mommy's little one........ he was beautiful for a boy......... he also had heart disease.... he was diagnosed in April and he wasn't doing well...... I don't know how to keep going.........

I held him for hours to say goodbye......

Why does life have to be so hard?

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    3412 days ago
    Suz, I am so sorry for your losses and your disappointments this past year. I know where you are.. My brother's cancer treatment stopped working, but we have had him for Four years that we might not have. A brother-in-law died to be with my sister and a lot of other family members. A Grandniece gave birth to her girl that only lived hours. I Agree, Life is HARD. I have a Spiritual life that helps me, I also have a Religion that is there for me. I am hoping that you have one or both. God Bless you my Prayers and thoughts are with you.
    3415 days ago
    I am sorry for your tragic losses and understand the pain you are feeling. When you are ready, it might help to do some volunteer work with a yorkie rescue or similar group.
    3424 days ago
    I am so sorry to hear you have lost both your furbabies, I am sorry to hear your mother and BIL are not doing very well.

    You and your family are in my thoughts.
    3424 days ago
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    that is a lot of loss and pain in one year. I am very sorry for your losses. My prayers are with you and your family.
    3424 days ago
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    Suz, I am so sorry for your losses. Life is so hard:( emoticon
    3424 days ago
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