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Stressful Tuesday so far...

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

I am trying to keep my head high. I am trying to relax. Deep breathing isn't enough right now. Today is just super stressful all around. The health insurance I pay per check is doubling. Still no raise after 3 years. I keep telling myself to be happy I have a job. Right now, that isn't enough to calm me down.

I am glad I don't have the impulse to eat a ton right now. If anything, I want to just throw up, go home, and curl up in bed. But then I would lose 3 hours of pay so there is no point in doing that!

Hopefully everyone else is having a great Tuesday! I just need to relax after work. It just sucks I won't have anyone there to comfort me. Maybe the puppy will snuggle with me at least.
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    So sorry you're stressed emoticon

    I understand the raise situation, been like that for me too. Somehow we get by. The good news is we have SPark, the support system here and each other to lean on. emoticon

    Hope your Thursday feels better, you're in my thoughts and prayers. XO
    3436 days ago
  • HHB4181
    Yuck. Sorry to hear about your terrible day. Hope the puppy snuggled with you!
    3437 days ago
    Sorry to hear you are having a stressful Tuesday! emoticon Try to find the positive in the situation. I know its difficult but remember WE are all here for you to lean on!! Hope tomorrow is better.
    3438 days ago
  • MWILSON432
    I'm so sorry you are going through my house, its not insurance, but absolutely everything (even my husband's car) is breaking. at. the. same. time. I'm about ready to pull my hair out. The economic situation our country is in will hopefully turn around at some point, because we are all having a hard time with money right now. *hugs* At least we have our community here for love and support. emoticon Oh and puppy snuggles make almost everything better, right?
    3438 days ago
  • KIMPY225
    Yea the cost of living really sucks now!

    Aw that is cute about the puppy yawns! Thank you for telling me emoticon
    3438 days ago
    Look for the puppy to yawn when you are cuddling it. Did you know if a dog yawns when they are being loved on it isn't a sign of being is a sign of contentment. It is because they are relaxed and feel loved and therefore their heart beats go down....

    I never knew that until recently...I am surprised at how often my doggies yawn and how good it makes me feel since I know what it means....It does my heart good.
    3438 days ago
    Sorry your insurance is going up... be lucky you have it at least. The cost of everything is high, and we aren't getting compensated accordingly. It's crazy what the world is coming to... the rich are getting richer, the poor are getting poorer. The cost of livings WAY to high, and it's only getting higher.

    Hopefully snuggles with the puppy will make it a little better. : 0
    3438 days ago
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