Can you see your own greatness?
Sunday, March 18, 2007
What a loaded question huh. I want to quickly say yes!!! But 2 months ago, I would have quickly wanted to say no. But then today i was listening to a deva premal cd while taking and bath and just singing my little heart out. And i got out of the tub and i was myself int he mirror. (luckily it isn't a full length mirror). And I tried to look myself in the eyes. After all, i just had some proufnd experiences, I am making significant personal and spiritual, and mental health gains. I even feel like I can finally say I am worthy and I love myself. So, i remembered this suggested exercise where you look yourself in the eyes in the mirror. And I tried it. And it isn't easy. And I was suprised. Why was it difficult??? Perhaps it is because I am still learning that I am worthy and that I love myself. Perhaps I am afraid of my own greatness. I don't know. But I know that I am still "in the flow". And I am still exstatic (even if i can't spell it). And I watched Wayne Dyer on pbs today and it reminded me again of all I find to be true. And it got me excited all over again about the journey practitioner program that i am in. And I feel inspired and hopeful. So, I will let it be what it is. And I guess I will just have to practice looking into my eyes in the mirror.
I wish you all well on your journey,