Day 65.....Still kicking at 212!
Thursday, April 05, 2012
As some of you who have read my blog in the past know I have been dealing with a lot emotionally and to top matters off I have been sick for 3 weeks. I managed to get down to 215 and have been stuck there plateaued for the past 3 weeks, today I took myself to the med-center because I still am not better. Well, turns out I do have a sinus infection which I had suspected and when I weighed in, WITH jeans on I weighed 212! I was so happy I almost asked her if I could come there for weigh-ins...lol! My blood pressure was also great at 110/70, which is amazing given how sick I have been and how stressed with everything that has happened with my other half. We had a HUGE blow up last night, and although he does not know that I know about his search for new "friends" he knows that I've been reading the ads. He tried to make me out to be the bad guy for reading the ads...hmm he's the one who has posted 5 or 6 of them now including one's in search of MEN! I think that was the final straw for me, I am just done. Very, very sad, but done. I will probably love him for the rest of my life, I will miss him for a long time, maybe forever, but the trust is gone. I will never know if he's being honest with me and therefore always check up on him because I can't trust him.
I am taking care of me now. What he does is his problem.