Monday, April 09, 2012
I am seriously slacking. About a month and a half ago, I moved in with my fiance, two hours away from where I was living before. Since I moved so far, I had to quit my job, and cancel my gym membership. I have been here for six weeks, and still haven't found a job.
Since I don't have a job, I can't afford a gym membership here. Yeah, I know I should be at least going for a walk or run around the neighborhood, or using on of the million workout dvd's I have, but I lack that kind of motivation.
When I had a gym membership before, I was going quite a lot. Even if I wasn't going every day, I was at least going once or twice a week, which is once o twice a week more than anything I do now.
I need a job. Period. Not only for the gym membership, but for everything else as well. My boyfriend eats sh*t food. There is always ice cream, cookies, candy and all sorts of junk in the house. I need my own money so I can pay for healthy stuff.
Just before I moved here, I was probably down to about 177lbs. After a month of being here, I finally got on a scale, and I weighed 183lbs. I can't keep going in this direction. I need help!!