Sometimes I think I've got the world on a string

... But after this week, I am hanging on by a string.

Good grief! I just want to live my life in peace! I have had one of the worst weeks in history & for some reason, I seem to be attracting weirdness into my life. I started feeling better and even lost 5 pounds since I started on my PUSH program, but my work got in the way & I have been on an emotional roller-coaster.

First of all, in Property Management, you expect an occasional death (especially working with Seniors), and it happened the other day. This was somebody I cared about & it was my responsibility to do the welfare check. This is not a pleasant part of my job and I feel deeply impacted by this.

BUT

Another resident who was friends with him (and apparently this was her only friend) was away when it happened and when she got back was so distraught, she blamed me for his death :( She has been spreading rumors about our management and sending death threats! OMG... I have never seen anything like this.

Although authorities have been informed & lots of people are keeping their eye on me, I had been cowering in the office or at home, trying to avoid a bad situation. But now I feel like I need to take charge again and throw away the fear. This person cannot destroy me.

So, that is my MIA story. I am just now feeling up to writing and getting my morning workouts again - UGH... Life!