Monday, June 11, 2012
I'm baaaaack! I took time off from SP to deal with my divorce proceedings.
I've maintained my 25 lb loss and feel good. Just want to lose more. I lost a lot of that weight directly due to the divorce stress and I just couldn't force myself to eat.
I'm happier now, but not always making the best food decisions. Otherwise, I'd have lost a lot more. So I'm looking at December as a goal date for hitting 155 or so. I'd be happy with 160. I've learned I'm 5'7" and that's a good weight for me now. As far as exercise, I'm doing zero strength work, but am walking like crazy.
Money is stressful. I've been paying for two households for some time now and it's draining me. I get paid on a monthly basis and by the 10th of each month, I'm broke.
I'm still smoking. Just hasn't been a right time to stop. I have a new man in my life, as well, and he smokes. So it's difficult for one of us to quit if the other isn't ready.
He is a beautiful man, but much younger. My parents refuse to accept him, but I'm a grown woman and can make my own decisions. It's hard not to win their approval. I've been accustomed to it my whole life. So it is a big disappointment.
I have my divorce settlement this morning. Please pray for me, everyone. I'm nervous.
I've gone blonde (from brunette) and love it. I'm 38 and most people guess me 25 tops. It's not all just the blonde hair. I have a young face and young attitude. My guy and I look about the same age, so no one bats an eye when we're seen together.